I really2 wanna learn that Spanish language..
But not sure when i have the time to learn that language.
in KCC, they part time course for Spanish.
It is on Monday and Wednesday only.
but the time start at 6.30 till 8o'clock.
If I take the part time course...
For sure i get more tired and less spending time with him..
Need to think twice for this...
It happens far too often. Words can deal a fatal blow to a relationship. People say mean and hurtful things, sometimes intentionally, to hurt the person they love the most. Once the words are out, it's impossible to take them back. The pain and hurt is usually entirely too clear in the eyes of the person who was hurt.

Hurting words can come from spouses, best friends, coworkers, siblings, parents, etc. No matter who it is that hurts us, the fact is words can sting with a vengeance. Rather than hold on to something that's done and can't be changed, if we choose to let it go, chances are the relationship will heal and flourish.

Sometimes the hurt is so deep and remains embedded deeply within the heart of the person who was hurt, and they walk away from the relationship. Too often pride stands in between the person who did the hurting and the person who was hurt. Instead of trying to make amends and healing the relationship, pride takes over on both sides, and a once loving relationship is nothing but a memory. It doesn't have to be that way.

When someone has hurt us, it's all too easy to just throw our hands up and walk away from it all. That's the easy way out, but it's also the losing way. You and the person that hurt you both lose out because you lose each other. But if we stop and ask ourselves why the person said hurtful things to us to start with, it could help the situation immensely.

Sometimes, though not always, a person will say something that hurts because they are stressed out or going through really rough times. They use us as bouncing board, someone to vent their frustrations out. But rather than vent what's really going on, the stress comes out as hurtful words to us.
There is so much to say to those close to you,
Things that will never be said out loud.
Words you hold close to your heart,
Impressions of friendships you hold so dear.
Times come and go when you need someone,
You look to your friends to find a helping hand.
Love and friendship means true to one another,
Truths you give to never be wrong.
Hopes that each will honor honesty,
Knowing that honesty comes without saying.
Give each friend your utmost in life,
Teach each other that you will always be.
Never turn your back on the call for help,
Listen with an open heart and an open mind.
Be honest with yourself first and foremost,
That honesty will show you that you will always be.
True friendship is perhaps the only relation that survives the trials and tribulations of time and remains unconditional. A unique blend of affection, loyalty, love, respect, trust and loads of fun is perhaps what describes the true meaning of friendship. Similar interests, mutual respect and strong attachment with each other are what friends share between each other. These are just the general traits of a friendship. To experience what is friendship, one must have true friends, who are indeed rare treasure.

Friendship is a feeling of comfort and emotional safety with a person. It is when you do not have to weigh your thoughts and measure words, before keeping it forth before your friend. It is when someone knows you better than yourself and assures to be your side in every emotional crisis. It is when you can sleep fighting and get another morning with a better understanding. Friendship is much beyond roaming together and sharing good moments, it is when someone comes to rescue you from the worst phase of life. Friendship is eternal.

Different people have different definitions of friendship. For some, it is the trust in an individual that he or she won't hurt you. For others, it is unconditional love. There are some who feel that friendship is companionship. People form definitions based on the kind of experiences they have had. This is one relation that has been nurtured since time immemorial. They say a person who has found a faithful friend has found a priceless treasure.



This is a story about a Dog. This dog is very faithful to his master.
Hachiko was born on November 10, 1923.
Hachiko knowns in Japanese chuken hachiko which means faithful dog hachiko.
Hachiko was an AKITA dog, born on a farm near the city of Odate,Akita Prefecture.

In 1924, Hachikō was brought to Tokyo by his owner, Hidesaburō Ueno, a professor in the agriculture department at the University of Tokyo. During his owner's life Hachikō saw him out from the front door and greeted him at the end of the day at the nearby Shibuya Station. The pair continued their daily routine until May 1925, when Professor Ueno did not return on the usual train one evening. The professor had suffered a stroke at the university that day. He died and never returned to the train station where his friend was waiting.

Hachikō was given away after his master's death, but he routinely escaped, showing up again and again at his old home. Eventually, Hachikō apparently realized that Professor Ueno no longer lived at the house. So he went to look for his master at the train station where he had accompanied him so many times before. Each day, Hachikō waited for Professor Ueno to return. And each day he did not see his friend among the commuters at the station.

The permanent fixture at the train station that was Hachikō attracted the attention of other commuters. Many of the people who frequented the Shibuya train station had seen Hachikō and Professor Ueno together each day. They brought Hachikō treats and food to nourish him during his wait.

This continued for nine years, with Hachikō appearing only in the evening time, precisely when the train was due at the station.

Hachikō died on a street in Shibuya on March 8, 1935.His stuffed and mounted remains are kept at the National Science Museum of Japan in Ueno, Tokyo.

It was on last Saturday, 20th March. Me and my sis had a fight.
Actually this was not a big deal.
She was just asking if I can send her friends to Tanjung Aru or not.
Then I said to her, why they not just take the bus to Tanjung Aru cause I also need to send someone.
Then she was starting mad at me cause can't send her friends.
So I just ask her not to follow me and just take the bus go back home.
From there she starting to said bad things about me to her friends.
And she even black mail me.
So damn ANNOYING to have that kind of sister..
She feel that she is the boss, then whatever she want I can give.
She thinks I'm her driver that can send her friend to anywhere she wants.
She is taking advantage on me..
I prefer not to have driving lesen.

It's been a long time already that me and my siblings and cousins waiting for this time.
We keep on asking her, when she gonna get marry?
And the answer that she always gives are no guys want to marry her, but now my dad had told me and the others that my aunt Caroline is gonna marry this year.
They gonna engage this coming school holiday on may.
And get marry either on November or December.
Really can't wait for it.
Got new baby cousin.
Yeah...
Finally..
Aunt Caroline is the youngest in the family.
She is my dad sister.
She always tell everything to my dad.
This planning to get engage and marry only my dad know.
The others haven't know yet..
Maybe soon she will bring her future husband meet my grandma and the others.

Soo sory for not blogging..
too busy with my assignment until i forget to do.
from today onwards, i'll start to write often.
got a lots to share actually but don't know from where to start.
hmm...

Next week on Friday ,
my sister gonna go for Technic school at Tawau.
She gonna be there quite long enough.
But don't know this chinese new year,
she gonna be home or staying at boarding school..
huhuhuhu..
What i'm gonna do without my sister here..
so damn bored without her.
who i'm gonna share with my problem went i have one?????
hmmmmmm....
i'm gonna be ALL ALONE at home with my parents..

I'm so hot with someone..
Really not in the mood now just because of you!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!
Why?? Why??
You have too keep on make me mad at you!!!!!!
soOo damn hate it when it happen again and again..
Should i just pretend like nothing is happen between both of us??
I can't !!!!!!
Don't think i can't stand with our fight again!!

WHAT SHOULD I DO...????



Owh My Gosh...

why DTM schedule so full...

no rest time again that...

heii...

need to study hard for this semester..

And i'm not sure i'll study there..

Cause my dad planning for me to go to UITM to continue my study in tourism for this sem...

I don't want to go to UITM...

huhhuhuhuh...

What should i do..??

Really don't feel like going there...

don't want to live my friends at ATIC...

too many memories with them at ATIC..

hmm...

Feel like wanna cry when my dad planning that without asking me if i wanna go or not...

it's not fair....!!!

And I DON'T WANT TO GO UITM!!!



I can't wait for Christmas..
Every year of Christmas, me and my family will spend time together visiting our great grandma at papar and also my lovely grandma.....
In our family, we do a gift exchange..
There we get all different kind of gift where all my aunties when for their holidays at phillipines, australia, indonesia, thailand and more places..
from their holidays, they will always bought thing from there for their nieces and nephew...
after our exchange gift..
at my grandma, we will having our lunch together...
But my family can't stay to long there cause my family need to prepared open house party on the 26th december....
Lastly, I love christmas so much..
I have no idea why I can had a bad dream about my brother..
In my family, I'm more closer to my brother than my sister.
That was last time..
But now, I treat both of my brother and sister equally..
But in my dream last night..
My brother was in a car accident..
and when he was on the way to the hospital..
My brother already pass away when i reach to the hospital..
Then my dream start to blurr...
And when I woke up..
I was crying in the room...
I can let my brother go 1st..
although we always had a fight..
I still love my brother..
Not just him..
I love all my family members..
I don't want anything to happen to my family member...
Sometimes I feel hurt when I feel that you are trying to hide something from me.
And I wonder why??
But now I'm not going to care what you gonna do or even where you gonna go..
t's none of my business already..
You wanna look for other girls then it's up to you.
Why you always wanna make me mad at you??
Why??????
I really hate it when we start to get fight, argue on something and more.
~hHhHerRrRrHhhhH~
I REALLY HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmmm~

I'm not so sure if i know him well actually.

What i can just talk about him is that he is a nice person.

Very kind to people.

Romantic person.

Caring person and more.

That is only half of it.

But since I started date with him.

What i realize about  him is that went his t-shirt gets dirty.

He will really get angry cause he doesn't like his t-shirt to get dirty.

And his mum ever told me that he never likes to go out if there is a wedding function at 

his village.

The reason he doesn't like to go is because that he don't want to get drunk.

He doesn't smoke or drink alcohol. 

Really hard to get boyfriend that are not smoking or even drink.

And went comes to food. 

He is really a choosy person actually.

If cook the dish that he doesn't like, he will not eat it or maybe he will cook other food for 

himself.

His favourite colours are blue ( ocean ) and green ( nature )

His favourite sports are karate.

Things that he loves to do as a collection are shoes.

His the only family member that know how to keep his things properly.

And sometimes he will forget where he put his keys for his car and his drawer cloths key.

If he can't find it.

He will keep on searching until he gets it.

only 20 years old already forget where he kept his things.

Thats all about him for now.

This morning, i went to malcom's house. Just to visit him and the other family members.

But to bad that went I reach there, jimmy suddenly asked about his KFC only this. 

If only he can greet me a good morning, for sure I'll be in a good mood with him.

But he started to buli me and keep asking for his KFC only...

Last time, jimmy usually kind to me but since i always go to their house, he now dare to buli me 

already. Not fair this. 

I never buli him, but he dare to buli me already.....

And his Big brother also the same.

Buli me only till i cried this morning.

BOTH OF THEM ARE BAD TO ME!!!!!!!!!

I NEVER BULI THEM BUT THEY BULI ME...

NEVER PITTY ME.....

~HeEeeRrrRRrrHHhhhhhhhhhhHHh~

How i met him?? A lots of my friends were wondering how me and him can be together. Well I never expect to be with him also but the feeling suddenly pop up. I never realize that he was at the same class with me. Never heard of his name in the class before. I met him when i been together with one of his friends. At first met him, he was the annoying person that i know. his friends keep on asking him for advise, how to treat the girlfriend and more...

Then before the role play for CS1 start, his group were doing their practise at backpackers lodge there. So i went there to see their practise and also wanted to met him and asked him about his friends details. But then went met him, he said that he know nothing much about his friends also. Cause they were just met and not that close. So i was just giving up to know about his friends details again..

On my role play that day, this is the moment that i can't forget. when dewi and doris were doing my hair for the play. He was keep on staring at me and i was feel so weird about it. Then i told dewi that he was keep on staring at me, and dewi said to me that maybe he got feelings for you but i don't believe her cause i know that time he was with one the phillipines girls. So i don't want to interrupt other people relationship.

Suddenly, he wear Ian's blazer. He was so damn cute went he wear the blazer. Not just cute, he looks macho also. From there suddenly my feeling pop up this. I don't know why. Then i told doris and dewi that i had a weird  feelings for that guy, they were only smile at me until make me feel ashame this. So from that onwards, it's like i really shy wanna see him or even talk with him, but i try to talk with him confidently and see his face and pretent that I have no feelings for him. But went my role play was almost wanted to start, my group were being called to prepared already. I was getting even nervous that times until I almost forget my line what i should said, and went he saw me using a dress, he looks very suprise actually. I think he never saw a girl using dress i think.. 

hahahahahahahaha.... 

Then he took a picture of me before  I came in. While I'm dancing also, he took some of my picture and went i started to talk or wanna acts serious in that role also I can't even concentrate actually but I try my very best to ignore him for a moment. So that I can be more alert with my line and others. After the role play ended, I was going to change my dress and he suddenly called me to come out and take picture with him for a while so i did came out and take some of the picture with him. Went he was near with me, i was suddenly nervous for no reason. I never feel that way with any guy before but with him totally different. 

When at night, I was refreshing back what had happen on that day and i share my memories with my sister. And she was keep on laughing went she heard my story. Then she said that he will SMS me at that time but I don't believe her, cause i know that he won't SMS with other gurls for no reason besides his girlfriend. Just for a few minutes, I received 1 new message then went i opened it, it was him. I was so happy that time and i was smiling at myself that time until my sister called me crazy. From that moment, i ignored my sister and only SMS with him. 

From the moment he started SMSing me, I was asking myself should I continue chatting with him went i knew that he already taken by someones. So i try and try to stop SMSing with him cause i don't want anything happen between him and his girlfriend but it's like something forcing me to keep on replying his message. On the second day after the role play, I didn't expect him to SMS me again but then around seven something ( i think), he SMS me and this time we chat about others like he was asking about what is my opinion about him and others. The next day, we were like express feelings but we were not that serius went we express feelings. Then went get longer SMSing with him, his getting even serius with his question that he asked me. But i just pretent that he was just playing me.

On the 4th day, we went to tanjung aru plaza with the twins and my sister. From there he was telling me that he was serius about what he asked me before, then he asked me if i trust him or not and i was just keep quit that time. The went tired walking around at tanjung aru plaza, we all heading back but he was going to terminal to take a bus home. When we heading to terminal, he asked me again what is my answer, and that time i was kind blurr actually. Then the twins and my sister at the back were acting to each other but actually they were waiting what is my answer, then he said that he will give me the time to think but if can he want to know the answer and from that moment i know what he was asking about. So i was not thinking too much and i just answer him yes. He was like don't believed that i answer yes to him, and from that moment he was happy and the twins and my sister were smiling at me and they congratez me that times.

Thats how me and him met actually. 

 


 








         I have no idea why every month i have to be sick.. I'm kinda tired every month sick.. When i start to sick, malcom  will always warning me to drink a lots of water, can't eat this, can't eat that, stay at home, no need to go to college and everything. But I never listen to his advised before. Sometimes I can be stubborn and sometimes not, but most of the time I'm very stubborn with him. I know it's not good to treat him like that, cause some of my close friends, aunties and cousin said that if to stubborn with the boyfriend. The boyfriend will easy bored with you.  Is that true?? 

          What I can say about him is that, he is the greatest boyfriend i ever had. His to kind with me, cares a lot about me and most of all he is to precious to let go, cause it is hard to find a good and caring guy like him in this world.

I still got 1 more week to finish the oragnization behavior assignment. This assignment really make me stress out, because i have no idea what to write about. There is not much infomation about motivation in the internet. Anyone out there... Help me with this assignment. It's make my head spinning, if anyone that can assistant me with this assignment. I would be gladly to accept it.. =)

 

General purpose: To demonstrate

Specific purpose: To demonstrate (learn how to dance, different dance moves)

Central idea: You can learn different kind of dance moves like salsa and hip hop dance.

Introduction: Today i will demonstrate about dance moves that i know.

Transition : Now i will tell a bit about dance where it came from.

Body:

1.  Here is a video of dance that i have recorded.

2. Explain about salsa dance and hip hop dance.

3 Show a demonstrate of salsa dance n hip hop dance.

    -  Gonna invites those audience to learn salsa dance.

Transition: It's a bit tired doing dancing but i hope all enjoy it.

Summary: Dance it's not hard to learn actually. If you love to dance then it's easy for you to 

                           learn other dance moves.  

Conclusion: Dance have many types Breakdancing and krumping are related to hip hop 

                               culture. Ballet, ballroom, waltz and tango are classical style of dance. Every dance 

                               no matter what style  has something in common.